Life is crazy. I just saw the post I made about Shelby a few months ago... and I can't believe how naive and immature I was.

I just re-read Nicole's list of pros and cons of me as a husband that she wrote awhile ago before our official separation. The thing that hurts most is that most of them are absolutely true -- or were true during our marriage. BUT, if she would've communicated these things to me more during our marriage, most likely things would've worked out. But I guess we could discuss would've should've could'ves all day -- they don't help. The reality is that those 50 something cons destroyed our marriage. Each of them appear to have common thread.

For someone who's smart in real life--I'm not good at writing today.